Chapter 4 - The Letter in the Shoe Box

The house behind the bakery smelled of wet cedar and boiled potatoes. It was smaller than the foyer of Rocco’s apartment building on Commonwealth Avenue, and the wallpaper in the hallway had been patched with floral scraps where the damp had peeled it away near the baseboards.
Clara’s grandmother—a woman who looked like she had been carved from a piece of seasoned hickory—didn't look up from her knitting when Rocco rolled into the kitchen. She just nodded once, her needles clicking like tiny teeth.
"That's Ray’s chair," the old woman said.
Rocco stopped his right wheel three inches from the kitchen table. The silence in the room became very heavy, very quickly.
"What did you say?" Rocco asked.
"I said that's Ray Kesler’s chair," the old woman repeated, still not looking up. Her thumbs kept moving, gray wool looping over gray wool with rhythmic indifference. "He bought it down at the VA in Grafton back when his legs started giving out from the damp in the mines. Left it here when he went back east to work for your father. Said he didn't need it no more. Said he had to learn to walk straight if he was going to live among people who owned banks."
Rocco’s hand stayed on the rubber rim. His fingers went cold.
"Ray never told me he lived here," Rocco said.
"Ray didn't tell a lot of people a lot of things," the old woman said. She stopped her needles then, laying the gray square across her knees, and finally raised her eyes. They were the same gray as Clara’s—the color of river ice before the thaw. "Ray Kesler was the one who pulled your father out of the sump when the shaft collapsed in fifty-six. And Ray was the one who stayed behind to sign the papers that said your uncle Gino owned the company free and clear, while your father went home with a check for two hundred dollars and a one-way ticket to Boston."
The kitchen seemed to tilt. The tin roof outside pinged as the afternoon sun hit the metal, expanding in the dry air.
"My father died in a car wreck on the Southeast Expressway," Rocco said, his voice dropping into that flat, dangerous whisper that had once made senior partners in financial firms drop their fountain pens. "In seventy-eight. I was six."
"Your father didn't die in a car wreck," the old woman said, her voice completely level, without a tremor of fear or malice. "Your father died because he tried to come back here to tell the men on the ridge that the deeds they signed weren't worth the paper they were printed on. Ray tried to stop him. And when he couldn't stop him, he drove the car."
She reached out with one dry, knotted hand, opened the drawer of the deal-wood table, and pulled out a shoe box wrapped in twine. She didn't push it across the table. She set it down right where Rocco’s coffee cup had been.
May you like
On the lid, written in the same slanted, heavy-handed ink as the letter from the funeral, were four words:
For when he gets here.